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This year was quite a sad day to me.. this is my first time celebrate my 'raya' at utm!!. from the beginning, I can't sense any fun and enjoyable moment if I celebrated my 'raya' here . but my hometown was so far away and it was only one day holiday......
first at the morning, I woke up at 7, it's alittle bit late and I need to rush up to the mosque to 'sembahyang raya'(dont misunderstood me, I did woke up for subuh, but I slept again).and I had just realize that I don't have a complete set of baju raya.I wore my outfit like I want to go to 'solat jumaat'.felt a little bit jealous saw my friend wore their 'baju raya'.I and my friend face the rain to go to the mosque.luckily I manage to pray along.huh.but it was just part of this day.....
later on, when we back to my hostel, I felt a little bit hungry. but how am I going to eat when the food cafes in my colleague all closed!!!!I went to part of utm searching for the food cafes. but it all closed. this might be a test o test my patience in this important day.. tired of walking made my hunger level went up straight. I must eat. thankfully my friend brought some food outside, if not I'll be like a dead man walking...huhu.
after solat maghrib, my stomach crunching again. I ask my friend to accompany me, but there was no one available, their all busy with their own agenda. look like I had to go alone. but in sudden, a bright of hope shone to me. my friend brought some food from his home!! I didn't have to picked out my wallet this night... is was very delicious. rendang ayam and nasi impit, reminded me of my home... if only I was there...
but from this day, i manage to find something valuable, that I had more appreciate my family more than before. besides, what my experience can compared with our friend in some part of the world that didn't eat at all because of war and mother nature disaster?? thankfully, this qurban day realise me that sacrifice is sometime needed to make someone realis realise that he must glad with what he had.assalamualaikum...

assalamualaikum

this is the first time i have my own diary. why? because i thought it is a girl stuff( and i still think like that:) ) i wandering why my older sister was so obses with her diary. before school, after school, even when she want to sleep she write, write and write. even when she's now in university the habit doesn't change. i was the person to tease her everytime she wrote her diary ( now i the one who wrote the diary,ps: dont tell my sister) . now i got the assignment to create my own blogs, and my first thought is" so hard". this because i'm not the type of person who like to share my personel life with everyone. but there's always a first time for everything......right?

it's all me...

for all the person that start to know me, they may think that i'm a quite person at the first time. well.... they're right. im really silence when i meet with new people. but when i already known them, thing will change drastically. i'm quite a funny guy when i hang around with my friend...i also a men with full of idea, but it keep stuck on my brain because i don't know how to express it..shy to women??? yes, a little bit. i dont know why i becoming shy to girl because i am the only son in my family( mean all my sibling are girls) .maybe the genetic is the one to blame for... haha kidding only.